It's always after the kids are in bed that I feel the need to get out of my home. Maybe it's the walls closing in or my brain finally able to rest and allow for thoughts to finally process and I just yearn for an outlet; a release of all of the pent up stress and emotion.
But, no one is here to watch over my sleeping babies. And the nighttime is staring at me through the open window as if it's mocking me. And I am stuck here with all of my thoughts to overwhelm me. And I try my hardest to shut my brain off. And there is no off button.
I love u!! And although ur words are sad.. they are so beautiful!!!
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